A little later..


Well okay. Just had another illuminating conversation with Fidorka XD Povidali jsme si o tom jaky to bylo kdyz jsem byla v Cechach a co jsem tam vsechno delala za nesmysly. A ona mi taky rekla neco o sobe, ze mela stejny problemy jako ja! Porad mi to nak nejde do hlavy.. Just felt very kinda sad this afternoon for no reason or maybe the reason was very well hidden, so that even i did not manage to discover it? So then i was just sitting in the bus and thinking about nothing in particular. This was not that overly depressed mood, no, this was more subtle. and melancholic. Basically i think was that i was just feeling weird about my life and all. Think i understand now, and i am feeling better. Yeahs. Gotta really really trust God and just conquer my fears whatever they may be. Talking to Fe really helps:)

If you do not stand firm in your faith, you will not stand at all -isaiah 7:9b