It's really interesting to see how different people think so differently in different situations. And it's even more obvious in the same situations. I really feel intrigued by people's thinking. But it's what God gave to each person .. :) Relationships sont tres interessantes.

I am musing as to where do i fit into all of it, what are my relationships like, my character, reactions.. etc etc. How people react. Melancholic, choleric, pragmatic or sanguinic. How do melancholics relate to cholerics for example? Is there a predictable response? hmm..

How do all these character types react when they feel hurt by someone.. Is there a mountain of a difference, or a same pattern?

In the end everything is just some cheam talk, and one has to rely on the inner strength and determination. The substance a person is made of does not only depend on the abilities which they were born with, i believe that everyone has the ability to change with enough desire to change.
But gotta see first if the change is worthwhile.. ask God for advice. Books provide the info, God provides the presence (most of the time) but then that is still not enough to get changed.

Changing is a lot of hard work. Strenuous spiritual and mental exercise, like running a marathon.

A conscious choice has to be made everytime we are faced with a situation. The usual response or the 'changed' response. No matter of the circumstances. Holy Spirit, we need you!!


And this is my new motto: Stop dreaming and start working!

okay, this is a really hurried post cos i only have nine more min till my deadline! i am in thailand in phuket in the resort ,.. me likes the pool and there is a few slides. wahh !
but i am missing everyone in singapore, me feels very sian here. and i brought the homework along too. and turns out i will be missing a zone outing. :( waahh. yepp. i shall have to endure! hehe.
cant wait to get back to service on sunday! whee. its going to be an awesome service la! i am so service starving rite now. ciaoo!

and btw i have faith tat cze is gg to beat italy!!! XDD go czechs!

Whee haha so i didn't miss the football action after all, though i very nearly did. How thick-skulled can i get.. i thought that midnight was considered to be in the night than in the morning! So i slept through the whole match. But luckily my mother happened to be watching tv last midnight, so she chanced upon the USA vs. Czech Rep match!! And taped it. I saw it today.. whee! Czechs won 3:0!~~ wahahahaaa. Rosicky was the awesome! 2 goals.. hehe. But Koller got injured, i am going to pray that he and Baros can make it for the next match against Ghana which is played on saturday. Go ye Czechs!

Cechy Cechy Cechy!! Kdo neskace neni Cech, hop hop hop! XD

Yesterday was combine service at Parkview Square! XDD. Whee! It was totally amazing. Pastor preached about the Seed of a Dream, and how young people can rise up serve God, no matter how young they are. Dont wanna get too old, do we to serve God. I cant imagine myself with a walking stick doing resource stuff for example.. or maybe i can but it's rather sad. So! I am going to serve God NOW! :) I really find all the stories of amazing people like Dom, Garrett and Charleston an inspiration. Leading a CG at the age of twelve? WOWW.. :) And now leading zones of over a hundred! (my mum was amazed too when i told her.. haha)

Praise and worship! whee. Me is in love with worshiping God la. And the Dance song was great! And i felt the presence of God so strongly yesterday, and i had another picture in my mind!! XDDD
Firstly there were blurry images, somehow reminiscent of a car window covered in raindrops during a heavy downpour. Then they cleared up and there was a corridor/avenue of trees like in the 'Secret Garden'. And i was standing in the middle of it. Then there appeared this shimmering white cloud (it was really dazzling!) and i got lost in the middle of it.. and it was like all around. Must have been God! It really felt like touching God.. lol. :) Soft and peaceful. Like God was reassuring me that He was there.

The sermon about Samuel was really awesome too. (so i took a lot of notes..) How we have to hear and understand God! Yes.. and pastors prayed for those people who had a dream too! whee. I dun remember a lot of things Pastor Lia said, but she prayed not to compare myself with others. :) yepps. Once she started to pray, i could feel the anointing, haha could feel it even as she was coming down the row! Like it was coming closer.
So when she started to pray, i was like leaning backwards on the usher already. Yep, so then i fell too.. somehow there was this soft feeling also. And falling backwards seemed like the most natural thing to do! hehe.

I have a dream. Somehow the dream is inside of me, but i am just not able to define it very clearly yet.
But for starters, i feel that God wants me to have a more disciplined attitude towards the things i do, the usual everyday things. I think He said that without discipline i would not get far, but if i discipline myself and fortify my heart with faith, i can get very far. So now there is somewhat of a choice. And i am going to make the right choice.. and listen to God.
I have not really thought about what leadership position i would want to take on in the future, but i have to start from the basics and God will take care of the rest of it! Be BIG in my character first. XD
Gotta have a good private life to have a good public life.

For the past few weeks, God has really been moving in my life like never before, i got a lot of revelation about His love and His character. And the services and prayer meetings and cgs have been amazing and full of the Holy Spirit. It's really empowering. XDD Though i still have a lot of things to work on, especially in the relationships and discipline, i am going to trust God that He really has a great plan for me! I am feeling different than before, more peaceful and secure and loving! XD PRAISE THE LORD!!
I still remember my first prayer meeting with Fe, Ying Fang and Joanne in last september on Teacher's Day- God said that when i follow Him and trust in Him, all the things will be very orderly. Like sticks placed beside one another. :)

I wanna say a BIGG thank you to God. THANK YOU !! You rocks. haha.

I have found exceeding joy,
Jesus answered when i called.
This name that has saved me,
pure love that embraced me..

I will lift my head up high,
praising Jesus through each trial.
Though i have not seen Him,
I love Him completely..

My soul magnifies the Lord.
My heart joys in God my Saviour.
For He lifts the lowly,
He's done great things for me!
I will sing, praising evermore
for He is mighty and holy is His name!

Jesus reigns! He reigns, He reigns.. XD

Sunday service yesterday was amazing! I have just gotten reminded how wonderful and full of power and glory and love our God is! wow. I felt recharged like i have not felt in a really long time! I could just dwell in His presence forever!~

Wow and Emerge was after that! This was my first time going to City Harvest at Expo. Yeah! It's amazing to see so many on fire men and women of God in one place! I went with Guo Quan and Jessie, and we met up with some other HoGC people inside the Expo. To support Joanne! And HoGC won the trailer challenge! whee. How cool is that! :)

I just felt like i could hug God all the time yesterday! And was it my imagination, or was Jessie getting impacted? Haha.

You're amazing, never changing
always with me, enthroned within my soul!
Overflowing, my heart offers the deepest of honor and worship!

Amenn!!

Bzone is watching Xmen3 tomorrow! Oh God, i really hope that it will turn out reasonably fine! And that we will all have funney fun together as a zone! :)

Yes folks, as i said i am the proud recipient of a flu virus with first class honors. The irritating thing is just there, and although i have been pummelling it with antibiotics and five other medicines, it just bounces back. And all the medicine is really making me dizzy and sleepy.

I don't get sick often, but when i do it's a real onslaught. blah. And germs are disgusting. I have been missing school for a few days, coz my mum would not let me out. And i misses Emerge too. aiyo.

But maybe it's better this way, i feel like a big stick which may keel over anytime. So to prevent injury to others and myself, i shall be safely kept in the cage of my house. That's still not so bad- as my mum was telling me, in HER days she had to lie for weeks in her bed. I would just die!! lol.
I was complaining there was nothin to eat in the fridge this morning (resorted to instant noodles), so mum said she would buy me some nice bun! Me is the glutton. haha.

I pray that i will be well enough to be able to go to church on sunday and go Emerge after that! yeahh!

I have faith that Jesus will heal me! Please please Lord, let me get well and go to church and Emerge after that! :)

Love You lots my dear Jesus! Tata.