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1:33 p.m.

Thursday, June 29, 2006

It's really interesting to see how different people think so differently in different situations. And it's even more obvious in the same situations. I really feel intrigued by people's thinking. But it's what God gave to each person .. :) Relationships sont tres interessantes.

I am musing as to where do i fit into all of it, what are my relationships like, my character, reactions.. etc etc. How people react. Melancholic, choleric, pragmatic or sanguinic. How do melancholics relate to cholerics for example? Is there a predictable response? hmm..

How do all these character types react when they feel hurt by someone.. Is there a mountain of a difference, or a same pattern?

In the end everything is just some cheam talk, and one has to rely on the inner strength and determination. The substance a person is made of does not only depend on the abilities which they were born with, i believe that everyone has the ability to change with enough desire to change.
But gotta see first if the change is worthwhile.. ask God for advice. Books provide the info, God provides the presence (most of the time) but then that is still not enough to get changed.

Changing is a lot of hard work. Strenuous spiritual and mental exercise, like running a marathon.

A conscious choice has to be made everytime we are faced with a situation. The usual response or the 'changed' response. No matter of the circumstances. Holy Spirit, we need you!!

I hate the sine and cosine graph moods! Swing up one minute and down the next, a never ending string of ones and zeroes. I much prefer the positive straight line graph. Surely making its way towards the highest value of y. Leaving the zero behind. :)

And this is my new motto: Stop dreaming and start working!