I have finished reading the book i borrowed from the school library! What a great book.. talking about self-esteem and all. It has the things i already know, but repackaged in a new and exciting way. Loves books. Loves books a lot! Cos books are so so amazing, one can learn so many things, have such a great time reading, and also a sense of comfort and familiarity! woohoo.

I am not about to let anyone or anything that they say let me down, cos i refuse to be directed by other people's feelings anymore. So i am trying to find my own feelings now.. :) Gotta search very deeply, yeah, cos if u pretend to be always happy for a long time and ignore your true emotions inside (for the fear that others will not accept you), it will cause one to lose touch with the true feelings. That's what the book said anyway. Me finds it quite true la.. haha. I feel sad for those people who need a boost in the self-esteem, a few people i know of, cos i know what they are going through. And it's not always a happy sight to see them. hurhur.. pray for them i will.
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Maths and chem test was a flunkk. Btw. Solomon is a great guy. A really great guy.. how many people would ask for wisdom if u threw riches into the package? And he is so humble before God, like Chew Theng said. Pride will not rise up, i will remain humble always and serve my Lord! Even in the case that i become a leader in the future. Yeshh.

Got to know some people in church that i have never met before. Let me see.. Wei Xin and Kesia and Kai Yuan. She's really nice ! Praise the Lord people got saved during Red Rain! *whee*
And i have a deep dark secret to keep!!XDD Nobody shall find out until the time comes! lol.