I am in the midst of studying.. so now i am taking a short little break. Nope, actually i am going to do art soon again. hur. It's fun, but too much of it is tiring. I still got about three more pages of it to finish!! betta buck up.

A1 for art!! Gotta get A1. If not i will do something desperate. lol. In two more days it will be all over. And then after o's i can start of my Create thingy. yayayayy!
I am gonna have a BREAKTHROUGH in my relationship with God! Cg was awesomee. And Garrett is so anointed. whee.

Be a friend to those in need. Pray for God's anointing and healing power. The scars shall be healed in the Name of Jesus! AMENN! God will make miracles happen.
yeah.. And thank you Seal so much for the hamster stuff, Pepicek (that's the name of it) is totally happy and excited now!! It's like living in a palace to him. Actually i also dunno whether it is a he or a she.. haha.

Tomorrow is a tiring day already. Chem prac, and bein stuck in the stupid hall till one thirty. Watta bore ah. *shakes head*Then YCKG. sigh.
But joy in the Lord transcends all things!, so i shall look forward to it with a pleasant expectation.

Here are some photos from the sec four graduation.. (that's mrs Lam up there!), Lilin, the Cedar gang, and then we are visiting Zhoumi and Yajing at the hostel. The horrible haze, and a photo collage i put up on my wall. XD

Recently everyone has been very nice to me.. and i still dunno why.. hahas. It's very sudden. But then, i am not so sad anymore! So i am a happy girl now! XD whee. I love my friends and i love God more. To all those who are sad and depressed: God is the answer! haha. So i am learning to dwell in His awesome presence again, do my QT and pray.

Dear God, i pray for a blessing to pay my phone bills! haha. Think they will climb to fifty dollars again or wad. sighh. But that is a SMALL LITTLE TEENY WEENY THING, so i will not dwell on it. yeah!

So i send everyone a very random hug. Fefe, loveya. Seal is awesome. Tingting is so caring. AND I JUST LOVE CEDAR! Although i am not a Cedarian anymore, it still holds many memories. But i also cant wait to be an NYJC-ian. A whole new different environment.

Well. Went shopping with mum today, and bought a new pink nightie and orange bedsheets. Went to the korean place in park mall to eat lunch! chicken bento set no 3 is really the best.. XD Also bought lots of oil paint, paste, brushes, pencils, eraser, varnish, turpentine.. YAYYYAYYY!! When i officially get it, i will really be ready to paint! so exciting ah.

Announcement: i understand electrolysis now! whoo. Gotta jia you and go all the way for my 30 hour study rule. With God all things are possible!!

This is for You God. Thank you for Your presence, that You have returned and not left me alone to cry by myself. Thank You for Your comforting touch, for the new desire to read Your Word and be blessed. Now is the time to go and reach out to those who need You. And too help my friends who may be Christians, but are not on fire.

Your presence fall, I will be waiting on You.

Just some musings down here.. i mentioned that am going to write some chronicles stuff, well, if i can remember it!! haha. Was a long time ago!

Chronicles of Cedar PART I

My first encounter with Cedar was the sec one registration, the orientation and induction!
Actually when after psle the posting was going to be released, i was not in singapore. (think i was in cambodia); so the teacher called my father on the phone and then i knew! :) hahaa.

Orientation was not bad, we had sleepover in school if i remember correctly. haha. All of us were scaared of the dark dark track and it didn't help that the seniors were telling us spooky stories about it.

During induction, i was like.. wondering if this is the school that i should be in. Cos a girls' school was a novelty idea to me at that time. Where did all the boys go to? haha. As i was a very tomboy, i was scared that i would get sick of the girls and have to bear with it for four years. XD
But the reason i preferred Cedar to my other choices of TKGS, TKS, Zhongua, Temasek, Ngee Ann etc was cos i liked the clocktower!! So cutee. haha.
That was before the school got the not so nice yellow and blue paintover.

My class in sec one was 1H. I was looking around the class, at all the unfamiliar faces, wondering who will my good friends be, and if i would have a best friend.
Let me see if i can remember all the names..

Andrea, bhavani, bianca, yuwen, polly, rebekah, tingwei, the two hui tings, sheena chia, yong en, shakura, shanti, gurinderjit, siti raudah, farhana, liyana, cerlyn, gracia, peiting, gail, jing han, wen qi, regina.. etc..

Suria was in my class for one day, but then she realised she was actually posted to 1A instead. hahas. Later on, i usually hung out with Gurinder and Becky and TW. Liyana, Bianca, Shanti, Gail, Cerlyn were also nice ppl who mostly adored anime. hahas.

Thats it for part one! lols.

Graduation. It all happened so fast. But one short ceremony is not enough to sum up all the happy and sad times i had in Cedar, all the angry times and melancholy times and lonely times as well.. *sigh*

Maybe i will write the chronicles of Cedar here one day! That would be fun.. :) The four years have been challenging in a great way, and i discovered a lot of both good and ugly things about myself, mostly through relationships.

From the induction ceremony.. orientation, ndp dance, streaming, ltc, oac, melaka trip, langkawi camp.. and blabla. And of course all my friends, classmates, teachers.. i will seriously blog about it soon. Now i am rushing off to help mdm nur transport the olevel art to the marking centre *chokes* i will never see my darling painting again probably. hurhur.

Listening to Mengenal-Mu.. :) Whee. Brings back memories.

Art workshoppe was greaaat! Pastor Adrienne is really nice and encouraging, and was really inspired about her mini sermon about redeeming the arts for Jesus! This adds a new dimension to my art now. And it's a completely new feeling from the kind of inspiration Ms Jou gives me. Lol.

I feel charged up and ready to impact the arts scene! :) whoot.

God's presence was oh so strong during the sunday service, and saturday praise and worship too. This is the place i love to be, the best place to be! xD
Pastor Don prayed for everyone. Me too.. He was praying and i fell down under the power, but then when i was halfway falling, I heard Pastor Adrienne say 'Paint!'

And yes, i am going to paint; like never before! *laughs*

I pray the person i talked to on the bus today will have a blessed afternoon^^.
And i am going to a special Czech five course dinner on thursday evening!! yeahyeahhh

*calms down*

Off to study maths! ..

Wow wow wow.

Whee. Full stop.
I am energized and ecstatic and feeling super lame. Hahahaa. *Chuckles*

I dunno why. Maybe it's cos my parents are out. Or that i had sushi for dinner. Or that i returned home at 8 from Bras Basah after an afternoon of art.
Apologies for the lame sentences and words full of redundancy.. but..

I AM HIGHH! My L1R5 is not 17 after all, now it's 16 mannzz!! So nett would be 14. Maybe i can make it to NY for the first two months after all! Now i have a faint hope simmering within me..

NY here i comee! I want the greatest orientation there ever was. Oh yes.

My room is in a healthy mess, which my parents find mildly unsettling. But hey, an artist's room is the epitomy of messy, no? :)

Random thoughts flying around. Here i go.

The beautiful new sofa was unveiled recently, and it's like falling into a mountain of pillows. Mum devised a new way of washing dishes- everyone has to wash his own, even my dad!
I look fat and blurry on the art prep pic i just printed.
My nausea is gone!!
Watched Spongebob.
Art prep is looming. Haven't thought of a title yet. Submitting tomorrow. (yeah so sad ah).
I feel like hugging someone. Too bad that nobody is around. (comm, u want to huggie u too!)
Art workshop on saturday is gonna be amazing!
And i anyhow did my compre and summary today in class.