I am tired and sleepy and i am in Singapore again.
Cos i just returned from Down Under! It feels really weird to come back to my room and type at the same old computer. i will just put down some random thoughts! XD

Sec two Cedarians need to learn more respect
I have had too much chocolate and grown fatter
The plane breakfast was nicer on the way back
I shall be more responsible
I had lots of sleep, and my friend makes funny noises when she sleeps
I got to see real koalas and kangaroos!

It was mostly great, and i will have some fond memories. yupp. XD

I can't believe it. I have just finished my last O level exam!! Wow. Had three papers today, amaths and chem. Why is it that all the paper twos are always easier than the paper one.. very weird le.. haha. At least amaths and chem was. emaths also.
Now it feels very empty, i have no more things to study for. I can only pray that the study i put into it will pay off and i wont bawl when i get my slip back.. and i also pray that i can get to ny. Yep.. Nicholyn going there also, and maybe Joanna. *smiles*
Drained.. Princess Hours is very irritating now.. i cant stand Xin la. And Caijing likes him.. like wadeva.

Haha. Was hosting tw and seal at my house.. very fun de. XD Am actually surprised Pepicek never bite when he's out of the cage. so now i know. tw and seal, was fun to have you around!! thanks ah.. then went to buy seal's cake.. and lucky the card wasn't found out!! gave me a frighht..

Chem paper two was good! i tot would be more difficult, but i actually knew what they were talking about! And no funny drawings of isomers and esters and stuff!! XD I have Christine to thank! haha.. maybe i will wait for my results before being overly happy.
And i could do amaths paper two also! my paper one i think i lost about 30 marks.. and paper two should only be lose about 15. Praise the Lord!! XD hahaha.
Going worship session tmr, cg and then 4A class chalet. hehe. At Pasir Ris somemore. And sleeping over! *smiles widely*

Life after o's just feels so different. I cant wait for all the amazing things to happen. To dwell in the Presence of God once again. And go Youth camp'06!! If it's gonna be anything like the last year youth camp, then i admit that i am excited! :) wheee.
Cg. Church. Chalet. Youth Camp. Perth. Bali. Nameday. Christmas. Create. WOWW. Just great.

Yeah.. but i dun feel like a cedarian anymore.. but i love Cedar lots. The clocktower is still very attractive. Hmm.. I love Cedar. I will miss being a cedarian. Now there's only Cher and Gurv.. WE NEED MORE REVIVALS LA!!
Whether it's Cedar or NY or SA... Let the revivals come like a big big wave. Let all the sad and lonely ppl experience the goodness of Jesus! haha. I am going to start a revival at NY :)

More anointing! :)

Just some musings for today.

I am reading some old posts from other people's blogs.. And i am finding out that people who i thought are heartless and uncaring actually used to care in the past about other people they used to know.
It's painful. I see the change in others, from depressed to normal to inspirational. How do they do it? Especially one person in particular. Maybe on the exterior people look normal but they harbor secret emotions underneath the mask..

Ci jsem kamaradka? Mam nejakou nejlepsi kamaradku, no asi ne. Zatim. Ale opravdu doufam, ze se nejaka najde. Nekdo, s kym se muzu opravdu podelit s tim, co si myslim. S nekym,
s kym se citim sva a ..
Myslela jsem si, ze ona to byla. Ale ted ma na starosti hodne jinych veci. Snazila jsem se na to zapomenout. Najit si jine kamosky. Ale jenom s ni jsem se citila nejlip, a mela nejradsi. Minuly rok v listopadu.

Proc na to nemuzu zapomenout? Proc se minulost neopakuje? Bylo to jenom jako?
Why can't I forget it? Why doesn't the past repeat itself? Was it only pretended?

*tears drop down*

I still remember what she said.
"Let's enjoy each other's presence".

Well this post might seem a little stale. but i am just going to speak from my heartie. and really talk random stuff which comes to my mind.

Recently i have been trying to change, and really try to breakthrough in all the things i am struggling with. ughh. But every major success will have it's setbacks. ( fefe, i feel like tat too). So ya. i guess people are still the same. wont change so fast one.. haha.
And cheerleading myself on is stupid, cos it gets me sad after a while. So have to trust God, my BIG daddy who is always there! XD yeah man. And i also want to be a good friend.

There's just a lot of things on my mind. but betta than last time o cours. I am going to learn to live with it! And conquer eventually.. soon hopefully.. YES YES YESH. grr mann i am so angry at everything now. it's the loathsome devil keeping me down and never failing to provide discouragement when i try to rise up. *punchhh*

I need God's reassurance. and perseverance most of all. PERSEVERANCEE..

P E R S E V E R A N C E.